I just had a cozy little meditation in bed, all snuggled down in my flannel sheets, toasty warm. The rain is pounding outside, I’m seeing lightning periodically through the crack in the curtains, and the thunder growls at me intermittently.
I realized yesterday that the whole last week I’ve been thrown off course. Nine days ago I got some news that really shook me up. It’s been preoccupying my time, because it has made me call into question my allegiance to certain people and things, so I’ve been knocked into this vortex of indecision, astonishment, disbelief, and real regret—that it happened. Because now I also have to make a decision about future events, and my participation in them.
Anyway, I just woke up to the fact yesterday how hard this has all hit me, because the last 8 days I’ve been just spinning my wheels. I’ve been reacting, emotionally and intellectually and energetically, but hadn’t gotten out of that rut. Phew. Nice to know, eh?
So yesterday, I figured it out—half the battle. Then, I did an attunement—an activation—on a client for my Clearing frequency. She can now channel it—my Clearing energy, and after an hour of channeling this energy, and running it hard through my entire being, all my bodies---well, that was fantastic. I had been unburdened of so much. My client was energetically really ready for that step, and after getting rid of a pesky little past-life blockage that appeared, to be cleansed, she was channeling it perfectly once I taught her the symbol. It was such a great afternoon! That felt very downstream for me. Not that I want to start doing activations, per se, with any frequency, I don’t. But doing energy work is something I do really well, and enjoy it, while getting great benefit from it for myself and others. A good way to spend my time and energy, in other words.
So I did this meditation this morning, and it was awesome. I started with a strand of beautifully pink rose quartz beads I’d strung into a necklace with some pearls. I channeled the Clearing into them, then Love; my Love frequency and Rose Quartz go together like mother’s milk and a newborn. I lay it on my heart chakra and just let the energy flow, not even guiding my thoughts or visualization—just being quiet, getting centered. It felt really nice, finding that stillness I hadn’t seen that I was missing all this time.
Then I picked up my personal crystal I’ve programmed for my work, and channeled, in rapid succession, Clearing, Love, and then Abundance. I hung out with Abundance for a while, enjoying its grounding and centering flow. And while there, I played some more with this Downstream concept that Abraham is helping me with. I’ve succeeded, in part, in having that feel normal to me now, most of the time, rather than the paddling upstream feeling normal. At first, the speed of the flow was a little intimidating, but I kept reminding myself that everything I want is downstream… I am so grateful for Abraham’s patience with us humans—we can be so pathetically predictable sometimes. But the whole Stream metaphor has really worked for me, helped me align energetically align with something I thought I’d already gotten—like, a long time ago. The work is never done. Abraham says that, too. We’re never going to get it all done, so let’s just relax about it and take the time to find the joy as well, express it, revel in the love, and share it. And keep going with the flow, Downstream.
